it’s been awhile…
but after a couple of years of hiding from & resisting the inevitable changes of life, i’m back to a lot of self-reflection, self-questioning, confrontation, embracing & trying to carry out what i’ve learned about myself in daily living so that i can incorporate both the negative past behaviors of my Self with the truely loving ones that i hope to carry forward.
life is a journey, not a destination. i am not perfect at this practice - but that’s exactly what it is, practice. i make progress everyday, as it should be…sometimes seemingly stunted or back-stepping - at other times in leaps and bounds forward. either one is perfect in it’s moment & so long as i try, i cannot fail. i will learn the lessons i am meant to eventually.
i have been meditating multiple times daily, often with certain key reflections in mind; i will share them here - sometimes leaving them to you to do with them what you will, other times i’m sure i’ll have something to say. hopefully sharing my experience will give someone out there something that might help them along their own unique journey. it’s an amazing road - even the rocky, unpaved parts - enjoy them in this moment, before the road is no longer there.